First, I want to say "congratulations to my friends who are just starting college!". Especially, Lulu began to undergo the orientation of the university today. Good luck, honey! :),,
University orientation at my new campus will start on August 31st. And the inaugural lecture begins on September 6th. That, too, are uncertain. It sucks.
Spending day with vacation are exciting, but when it is too long, it will become very boring. Right?
Okay, actually, that's not what makes me disappointed. I love the holidays. But, spending the holiday without my family, make me hate the holidays this month. Well, I live in a place far away from my family because I have studying here, Yogyakarta. But, my family lived in Sumatra.
Why did not I just go back to Sumatra? Um, I know this is all my fault. If only yesterday, when the university entrance exams, I was more serious about doing a test, maybe I could come home from the March.
First, I took the entrance exam in Bandung Institute of Technology, and I failed. And that was because it all happened. Since the fault was not accepted at the institute, I could not go back to Sumatra. I had to take the next entrance exam. In different University. I was not excited. And it made the desire to learn decreases. I'm too obsessed with the Bandung Institute of Technology, Petroleum Engineering. As a result, all I get is failed and failed again.
Anyway, I discussed this with my friends and my sister. Do things that I experienced this is a fate? and, When fate had started to be determined? Before I try or after I try? I began to doubt everything. If from the beginning I was destined not to pass the entrance exam, then, what was I trying? It was time to made me not sleep for several days. Because thought about it, I forgot to cry (for failing). But now I know the answer. I thought, it was determined from the beginning I live in this world. And as I live, it is my turn to solve the mystery of fate. I have to go through, trying to get something I want. But, I must remain convinced in my heart that I get something that would have been determined. I can only try and if I do not get, I will not be disappointed because I said, it's all the provisions from the beginning. That's just my opinion.
Well, back about my vacation. Because of my failure, not acceptable at fave universities, my parents told me to take the entrance exam of State Development University (Private University). University entrance fee is quite expensive. And to take care of all administration, I had to stay in Yogyakarta for a long time. I think everything will be finished in mid-August. So, my dad already booked a plane ticket for departure on August 31st. But, OH MY GOD, that's the date I'll start my university orientation period! I was desperate. There was no time to go back to Sumatra. So, my dad put off my departure. Okay, that was pretty pathetic to me. But, I just wanted to go home. I asked my dad to book another flight in early August. Either way I should go home, I thought. But, my father said that ticket reservations will be increasingly difficult. Because lately, ticket booking is very full, and if order now, must be very expensive.
So, maybe next year I can go back to Sumatra. There is still time, I believe it. It must be very sad, to live fast and Lebaran without my family. Only with my sister.
Okay, so relieved if this devote all my sins.
I do these sins to avoid the same sin. :)
Miley Cyrus - Obsessed
